Cover of A Capacity for Chaos by E. Wilson: a painted red-rock canyon with a river winding past a single fallen stick

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A Capacity for Chaos

A memoir in essays about becoming very good at carrying things, and learning which ones to set down.

E. Wilson · Author of A Capacity for Chaos.

A Capacity for Chaos is about the work of holding too much for too long: the companies, the teams, the family, the grief, the version of yourself you thought you had to be. It is about how we get very good at carrying things, and how hard it is to finally ask whether we should keep carrying them all.

E. Wilson writes from the middle of it, while the river is still rising. Her essays move between boardrooms and hospital rooms, early mornings and late-night numbers, the wins nobody saw the cost of, and the losses that reshaped everything.

The question she keeps coming back to is which of those things were ever hers to carry.

For anyone who became very good at carrying things and eventually started wondering what comes after survival.

Elizabeth Wilson, founder of Sandstone & Stick

About E. Wilson

Author of A Capacity for Chaos.

E. Wilson is a founder, operator, and strategist who has spent more than two decades building and leading companies through growth, change, and complexity. She has founded and led multiple businesses, experienced two exits, and built a career around solving complicated problems when there was rarely a perfect roadmap.

A Capacity for Chaos turns that builder’s lens inward, exploring what happens when the skills that help us survive are no longer the same ones we need to build what comes next.

“Build something sturdy enough to hold peace.”